nothing beats!

some people are lucky enough to have the experience of living on their own; good for them.

but i'm not one of them and i don't consider myself unlucky.

yeah i admit that sometimes, aku rasa macam my parents were too controlling with all the curfews and restrictions; must go back before midnight ( and this has to be occasionally), no boys allowed in the house without parents supervision, no sitting alone with a boy in front of the house at night (i found this embarrassing as well..macam couple tembok rumah jer), don't do this and don't do that. a slight suffocated and unfairness since i knew some friends of mine had the time of their lives during wee hours.

as time goes by, and also because of the age factor, it came to my senses that i did not miss anything pon. i wasn't entirely honest to my parents but most of the time, i've tried to oblige. i guess it was a maternal instinct because somehow, my mom would know my whereabouts. and the best part is, even when she knew, she still trust my judgement and despite all the curfews, i'm still given the greenlight to have roadtrips, oversea trips or sleepovers at my friend's house. bukanlah macam aku tak keluar melihat dunia langsung kan?

it doesn't bug me anymore. in fact, it has stop bugging me few months now since i have no problem on not having a weekly hangouts with my friends (not that aku taknak but let's just say, it has been de-prioritize? :p ).

so to those who genuinely pitied me for not having the so-called time of my life, no biggie babes. i probably looked and sounded un-cool due to the fact that i have to go back on time and i have to plan my schedule based on my parents permission and i have to always double check before agreeing, i don't feel any slight of unhappy pon :-) too bad that i can't tag along but quantity versus quality, i opt for the best quality of time i spent with my loved ones. jarang jumpa is better than selalu jumpe and bergaduh, kan?

p.s : bid my farewell to gary and hoping you'll have the best of ala-backpacking journey to Europe. If you happen to singgah Switzerland, jangan lupa beli kan aku Swiss chocs tau. Boleh la i buat "horny over chocs" kinda status ;-)