emosi tak pasal-pasal

i'm going to blog about a person with the above mentioned perangai later.

ah nope. i'm going to talk about it now.

although i'm the kinda person who could accept shitty attitude from friends and peers because eventually, that shitty stuff will be my main topic to mengumpat at behind of her or his back, tapi perangai yang emosi tak pasal-pasal ni yang paling aku tak boleh blah.

nak emosi tak pasal-pasal, masok dalam speedboat and pergi main jauh-jauh from aku, boleh tak? i don't even have a hunch of time to entertain your stupid emotional rollercoaster.

why? because :

a) you are not my bestfriend
b) you are not my boyfriend
c) you are not my parents
d) you are not my siblings
e) you hardly see me once in a week, so it seems like you are one of the least important person in my life

i will be extra sensitive with one's emotion if you are fall under these categories. unfortunately, the last time i checked, you are hardly shortlisted to be in the list.

and no, i don't like to confront if i don't see the benefit of doing one. if confront tapi lepas tu kena back-fire, it will piss me off and i will curse you to die and burn in the deepest hell. and when i start with the cursing, karma will take over. aku yang dapat bad reaction.

pernah jadi before this. aku cursed rossi dalam hati sebab dia mengamuk kelaparan masa kat bali. tapi takla curse to be burnt in hell tapi curse mcm, "aaaaaaaaaaaaaah pegi mampos la ko"..then the next day, bila sampai airport, i got to know bag yang aku beli kat ubud tertinggal kat airport bali. karma, huh?

it's bad enough that you have a yo-yo emotion, you are also the type yang self-centered. macam mana aku nak sayang ko sebagai kawan if the only thing that you can think of in this world is to make yourself happy? let me emphasize, to make ONLY yourself happy. aku tak boleh ok? tak boleh! sharing is caring and by saying sharing, not only one party ye. both sides have to be rational and aware with surroundings. paling kuat aku nak confront pon is to write a lenghty blogpost. lebih-lebih jangan harap, unless you are already in the list yang aku mentioned tadi lah.

i don't have much friends. re-phrase balik ayat. i don't have much reliable friends. if ada pun, mesti set yang tak bole blah. mesti yang jenis, " why don't you tell me everything????? i am your friend toooooo". eeeeeeeeeeeeeh! rimas ok. rimas! takkan semua benda aku nak cerita kat semua kawan! and takkan aku nak jadi bestfriend kepada semua orang? and takkan aku nak accept kebusukan semua orang? please, i hand-picked my good friends, apetah lagi bestfriend.

sekarang aku plak yang emosi tak pasal-pasal.kan dah cakap, karma!