leleh macam ramlah ram

zaman dulu-dulu, i was hopelessly romantic. kalau naturally romantic, comel.tapi hopelessly romantic? tak comel ok.

when i said hopelessly, every single thing aku nak ber-romen. not in a vulgar way; aku macam meleleh sket. bukan meleleh di "bawah", but ayat mesti nak tangkap leleh jer la.

dekat blog nak meleleh, testimonial kat friendster nak meleleh, email pon nak every single hour with ayat meleleh, sms pon nak meleleh and sometimes (yeahlah,yeahlah most of the time), dalam kereta pon nak meleleh.

definitely time tu aku kurang malu. dah nama pon hopeless, shameless pon came in that package.

tapi sekarang bila aku dah kurang romantic (sebab kalau nak pon, memang akan kena gelak kaw kaw, di-ignore secara berirama takpon di ejek secara kejam), aku macam dah tak bole accept statement statement orang yg hopelessly romantic ni. no, statement tu bukan dedicated to me (if it is, of course it will turn out to be another story la kan?). a few of my friends in the friend list, tend to be very meleleh to their spouses, meleleh sampai macam nak bernanah otak ni membaca nya..e.g: rasa rindu sangat, pandang kiri dia takda,pandang kanan dia takda.rindu nya; ayang rindu dekat hubby..nak hug! :( ; comelnya wifey tidor etc etc etc. teringin macam nak masok kan dieorg ni dalam limited profile jer. tapi macam, tak patut la kan? just because i changed, that doesn't mean the world needs to change to fit me, kan?

after all, the world doesn't necessarily revolve around me, kan? ;-)

ok back to the otak bernanah topic. since the meleleh part will always come from the female side; i wonder what would the husband,boyfriend,partner feel bila baca status macam tu terpampang kat facebook; how would they react when their partners went overboard; honestly speaking, were they proud of having those gestures? or was it degrading and they could kill themselves just to shut the hell up.

case study aku utk this scenario ada 2 orang jer. one fella commented that if its still within the limit,it's no big deal.but if to the extend orang keliling pandang semacam, he'll feel embarrased and rasa nak mintak break up time tu jugak. another fella pulak, if it makes her happy, he'll play along with it.

based on these two specimens, i can conclude that tolerance level lelaki ni tinggi juga ye. i was expecting something negative tapi they seem to be very receptive and redha..bagus bagus..

where have all my romancing stone gone eh? sigh..dah semakin "keras" aku ni